finally created a blog maybe will be a gd place to pen down my thoughts for u.. i am counting down everyday to commissioning.. nt even sure of myself whether i will be able to c u but still its just a hope..think most prob u wun come i will understand.. realli happy like wad i have said happy dat u rmbered my bdae.. but u didnt reply again to my smses and email.. why do u have to always come and go again? do u really still care abt me? dun u wan to c me again? i really duno wad to do.. i can only wait.. maybe someday we will c each other again.. maybe or maybe u will just turn and walk away again. i really hope.